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2011-09-01T05:24:00.001+08:00

Stop assuming and start asking. http://formspring.me/angyasmara

2011-06-26T05:33:00.005+08:00

Moved. Find me! :P

2010-01-27T23:30:00.004+08:00

just woke up. currently chatting with fifi wildbabe and msging with wan ur[berg]uy. damn bored. haven't finish up my hw. not even one were done. and i think i don't really give a shit on that. omg 0.o i really need to wake up and start doing my things. i'm soo left behind. seriously. hais. will be planning what kind of design does the class want for the class tee tmrw. i hope it's not as ugly as my last year's. cause i think my last year class tee is super fugly, with that superman's logo infront of it. eeew. you don't even want to see it, trust me. *sorry if it offence anyone in any way. just stating the facts ((: anw, will be doing my hw in another 10-20 mins time, since i think i've nothing much better to do. and btw, many weird numbers have been msging me. who the hell went to pass around my numbers! nvm, i'm going to change my number soon. infact, i already have one. don't ask me for it, cause i think i won't pass it to anyone unless they're close to me. lol -.- have i written enough? cause i think i'm going to break my fingers soon. 0.o?

2010-01-27T17:20:00.001+08:00

currently, otp wit fiqo. after this, i'm going to bed, straight. yes, straight away!! i'm tired, tired of everything! bye!

2010-01-27T15:19:00.002+08:00

decided to get back to my old blog. and as you can see, i've changed my blogskin cause i think my previous skin's such a bore. -.- hmm.. i've been staying up late. just to finish up my schwork. trying to change, you see. i've more work to be done today. hais. will be very busy with sch this year. want to be stress-free, so i want to get myself busy by then. will be meeting my precious boy on friday. lol~ ain't no boyfy, he's just my bestyy. i'll just have to wait for sab to come out so hopefully, i'd get some bigbig hugs from him. kay, drop that. thousands of apologies to my friends from bsouth, i'm very busy, plus tired nowadays. so i couldn't turn up for whatever you guys are planning. and i'll miss out the fun, for sure. i just miss being with you guys. it's okay, this weekends will be going to town with them. weheee! anw, nothing much happened in school today. boring. and i've been listening and attending to every lessons. yay me! ;D more tests coming upp. urrgghh, i'll fail, for sure. i can't even cope well with my maths. can't even cncntrate well, keep on thinking about that ass. hais. i'm dead meat if someone knws i'm still using this laptop. text me if you need anything. bye

and ohh, i just want to let you guys know that,

I MISS SAB SMALLBOI SO MUCH! );

2009-12-16T04:17:00.003+08:00

fuck~ lie, lie, lie and lieee!
all you could do is to lie more~
byee!

2009-12-11T05:52:00.006+08:00

i'm bored. and there's no one to entertain me. all of them are sleeping, while i'm here having a sleepless night, all the time -.- my piggy is busy sleeping too~ grr.. kill you people! wake upppp, it's morning assh*les! *okay, let's talk about something else.. i paitau-ed zach. huahuahua~ sorry bro. i can't make it. maybe sunday okay :D no sweat. hee. i'm sleepy. okay, no. i'm good. not. oohhhhh well, i can't take it anymore. i think my eyes are going to shut soon. chacha is happily sleeping on my bed, where am i going to sleep? ); nah, it's okay. i can sleep on my sister's bed.

2009-12-11T05:35:00.002+08:00

anyone care to entertain me? );

2009-12-09T01:30:00.005+08:00

hey, otp-ed with zach-ram just now. hahs. then went to call julie cause' i was actually waiting for her to come back. chey, cam matae gitu eh. mane nak pegy sume kene blang. hahaah. i'm hungry, grr~ and i actually felt relieved when updating my blogg. i don't know whyy ^^ haha, okay. i need to call him back now. sebok jeeer, pffts~

2009-12-08T06:41:00.003+08:00

i've decided to update my blog since i'm bored. waiting for someone to wake up and entertain me for the time being, but none wke up -.- didn't sleep the whole night. cool huh? ^^ hahaha. btw, i miss ana, herlyna, kidd, chacha, julie, eba and many moreeeeee. meet up soooooon! ); will be going to catch a movie with usop later. if not, with zenat. cause' this guy is not in the mood to catch a movie with me today. padahal dier yang ajak, pffts -.- nvmnvm. watched new moon the other day. now what? i don't know what movie to watch. pffts. it's okay, maybe i should sign out now. byee! :D

2009-12-06T06:05:00.001+08:00

WILL NOT BE ACTIVE FOR THE TIME BEING.
Not much time, busy with things. BYEEE!

2009-12-06T04:11:00.008+08:00

meet my shorty,

okay, as you can see i'm broed. currently at my cousin's house. and i'm craving for some ciggies! my aunt's asleep. who should we ask for? i mean, WE refers to me and my cousin, zenat.

huuuuh! okay, i'm not that despo lah k. and, i can't wait to go there. hehe. hmm.. i wana eat, i mean again. i just can't stop eating. i'm hungry. yes, yes i am! grr.. amd my intension of posting is because my frens persuaded me to update. so here i am~ hmm.. went to catch a moviewith ayu and zenat yesterda. watched twlight; new moon. so touching ;) how i wish i was bella. hahaha. dream onnnnn~ okay, drop it. i want to get some rest now, should stop everything i'm doing i guess and start to sleep early. yeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaah! okay, toodles~

zul kecik;

i'm sorry but i have to let you go. i'm attached, get it? i don't want to get beaten up by him again ); it's painful, ya'know. please leave me alone for like, the rest of your life? don't come back cause' i know i'll hurt you again. haiss. i know it's hard, but try to get used to it ok? be like cino (; he's strong enough to forget me. cause' u see, he has got many girls to contact to, same goes to you. kankankan? so move on yeeer pakcik! :D

omg, i need to msg usop, byeeeeeee!

2009-11-30T02:08:00.003+08:00

i'm bored. i'm hungry. i'm exhausted. everyone's gone to i don't know where. and i'm too lazy to tag along. hais. internet is giving me problems. so basically, i'm screwed! i've nowhere to go. i wish i could go down now but i can't get my butt of this chair. grr~

2009-11-25T17:47:00.002+08:00

yesterday, went to meet usop london at his place. will be meeting him again tomorrow. mimi fetched me from tamp. headed to his place cause' he needs to change. slacked with eba for awhile while waiting for him to get ready. after changing, we went to chalet straight. and i wana say sorry to eqa jepon cause' i forgot to text u the chalet's door number. thousands of apologies.

will be meeting mimi and eba later at 8, chacha is tagging along. so, wana get ready. bye! (:

2009-11-23T16:02:00.002+08:00

lazy to update. will edit this post later if i have some extra free time.
i'm having a chalet for 3 days 2 nights. who wants to come, msg me ok? (:

2009-11-21T22:25:00.004+08:00

Today is my birthday! ♥

met sab under the void deck at around 7am with julie baby. then he gave me one half cute small necklace which stated love in it. so sweet sia. and he also gave me one box of ferrero rondnoir chocolate, with a big card around it. heeeeeeeh! okay, i'm tired of typing. besides, i'm running out of words. will be going to 40 to meet the rest. it's been so long since i last saw them cause' i've been staying at home with julie and most of my friends since we're tired of ton-ing everyday. okay lah, byeeeee! (:

2009-11-13T07:52:00.004+08:00

my sec 1 photo. funny eh? hahaha.
yesterday, met fifi at around 1130pm.
went to meet my cousin then slacked since there's lil people at 40.
at around 5am, met taufiq and madan at 127.
0530am, went to fifi's house. cabbed home at around 7.
and now, i'm patiently waiting for sab to come home! ♥

2009-11-12T17:16:00.005+08:00

awesome! click it.

will be staying home till night. around 1am, will be meeting didi cineeeeee or usop londoooooon? hmm.. yesterday, had a long conversation with cino. haha, he's cute though. infact, very cute and sweet. incase you didnt know, i've not enough sleep. been ton-ing ths few days. pffts. currently chatting zirah, nyla and aqmaal while msging with didi cine. okay, bye!

2009-11-12T05:53:00.006+08:00

2 more days to mimi's birthday!
9 more days to my birthday!

singlish, can ah? ;b

got home at around 0540am.. hehehe. went to check my class just now, got to know that i'm 3A4 next year. adui, sedih ): takda kawan ah ni mcm. hais. hahaha, takpe. bukan nye aku layan budak skolah sangat. haha. chey, can ah. fifi and dhan will be gone next year ): aduuuuui, lagy sedih! pffts. nvm, wana change school ah. hah, can? eh cannot, later my boss scold me sia. nanti ader je cakap, " jiwe bts 1 min 2 min ah kau. " sedih ): alah, i everytime sedih ah. -.- my sister is in my room, lying on my bed now while msging with mimi. hahah, lepas satu, satu eh ayu. banyak sangat jantan ah kau! hahah. byeeeeee! i wana sleep.

2009-11-11T02:59:00.007+08:00

3 more days to mimi's birthday!
10 more days to my birthday!
presents pleaseee! (:

sorry for not updating. just woke up. currently msging with didi cine. went to call julie just now, got to know she's at home, not coming down since prashanth wasn't there. pffts. and i went to read hazirah's blog about cino just now. was quite relieved cause' i didn't accept him yesterday. HAHAH! hmm.. and i paitau-ed usop and danpal again. haiyo. ): nvm, we'll be meeting usop tomorrow at night. hahaha. k, i'm running out of words. will be meeting julie later i guess. i'm bored, bye.

eventhough i'm contacting with alot of guys, my heart is only for one.
sab smallboi <3

2009-11-09T02:23:00.008+08:00

haziq and my sayang. hahah~

sorry for not updating ths few days. have not been at home lately. mostly ton-ned with bsouth people. but yesterday, me and iana went to lavender to take something, then bedok to buy ciggy then tamp to meet danpal. saw usop london and he was like mad running towards me. haha. then met danpal straight. usop london msged me and he asked me to meet him since he'll go ns this 12 dec. so went to meet him at pondok.

slacked slacked slacked till iana went to meet elfie. left me, the only girl. and guess what? i didn't notice that sabri's brother was there till dhan told me. then i ignored while watching my footsteps ahh, cause' who knows he'll tell sabri that dhan flirt lah blablabla. then usop asked me to ton, so ya, ton-ned with anial, usop, dhan and i don't know who.

usop was so sweet enough to borrow me his jacket since i was cold and shivering. haha. then went to eat, he was so cute sia. went to play with the ice and straw. funny ah, haha. then went home at around 0550am since i can't take it anymore. it's been 6 days i've not been going home. pity mummy, so i went home today. HAHA

sleeeeeep till 0200am, woke up and asked for food. hahha. currently chatting with steven while msging with my sayang, julie and usop. hahaha.

2009-10-31T19:18:00.007+08:00

my craziest friend of all, julie.

heeeh, and she had just made a new blog yesterday when we're at my home, busing eating and at the same time, make a new blog for her. and, I GOT PROMOTED TO SEC 3! wohooo~ but i pity my sister. she'll retain next year. and i think i've make up my mind, not to change school. i'll just stay at bedok town sec <3

i didn't say it's about you. and of course, it's true lah everyone makes mistakes. but the point is, i've been accused and been thrown out just because of him. it's okay, i don't really care about that. i've found my new destiny.

i'm tired of getting involve in people's matters. i helped others, but did they help me too? no. woooooooow! k, nvm. i don't about it either. and if you/some of them have been asking me to go there, but i refused to, then i'm sorry. cause' i don't want wish to interfere their life anymore.

hmm.. i don't wana talk much. and don't worry, we'll meet up soon. &imissyoutoo~

okay, think i'll not be going down to meet julie and the rest since i'm soooo tired. currently msging with sab, will update soon alright. bye~

2009-10-31T13:58:00.003+08:00

this refers to you guys,

since i don't want and will not msg you guys anymore, i'll just spit it out here. hmm.. as you can see, it's been days since i last met you guys. and i still keep my words. when i say, i'm not going down means i will not. last time, i went down, to meet kecyk, but now? you guys may have been asking me to go there.

but sadly, i just don't wana go. it's not that i'm at fault and i'm shy to meet you guys, but it's just that i'm avoiding myself from getting into troubles. some people there.. hais, nvm. one day, me, julie and kidd will come down and settle things up. we just need time. besides, we're lazy to have conflicts with all of you.

and that's the first time i've been accused of something which i didn't do. nvm, i'll consider it as a lesson for me. haaaaaah! okay lah, bye. i wana sleep, just got back home actually.

2009-10-31T13:27:00.004+08:00

muke masai siaa. haha. anw, that guy beside me is taufik, he's my tangkis. chey, can ah. hahaha. entertained his karena from night till morning since i was bored. made a new friend today, her name is hazirah if i'm not wrong. heeh. so, if you're reading this, you asked me to tag you kann, so link mee! :D anyway, slacked with julie, prashan, taufiq, md noh black, madan and many more. and i just got to know that md noh black is my cousin. hahaha, coool. so whenever people disturbs me or whatever, i'll just give him a call since he asked me to. chey, kidding. i won't (:

okay, i'm out of ideas. and i'm currently frustrated with someone right now. kanina ccb! k ah, byeee.

eventhough he has a name and top among all his brothers, i still don't care. i'm not like my friend, she likes to be proud of her boyfriend when she, is like an empty tin being thrown away to the rubbish bin. she likes to make use of her boyfriend's name. haaaaah! so what?! i don't give a shit anymore. i'm sooo not like her~

2009-10-29T22:35:00.011+08:00

heeeeeey, just came back from town. aaaaaand, i just can't wait to meet him.

but hopefully, they'll give him some chance so that i could meet him and
we can spend time together tomorrow! ♥

okay, just kidding. hahaa. just waiting for julie to msg me so we can confirm
about something. don't kpo okay? and, i'm
starting to miss them alot. not! hahah, kidding. k, stop it laaaah.

currently watching disney channel. boring! -.- i'm bored.
like usual. anyone care to entertain? nvm.
hmm.. i think i'll give julie a call at 11pm since she just asked me to.
and he just called himself abang. hahaha, shocking! 0.o

should tell the whole world about this! ;b haha. and i'm going to
fetch sab tomorrow infront of his school, maybe(?)
since he asked me to. so let's see
if i could wake up before 1230pm hor. if cannot, then too bad
ah u. hahah.

and it's been 2-3 days i've been slacking
with bedok south people. they're friendly. infact, very friendly.
and i felt sorry for cino. really. i didn't mean to say it
all out. if you're still sad, i'm sorry. maybe we can stay as friends, right? (;

and okay, i think i should stop typing by now. bye baby!
i'll upload the pictures soon.

2009-10-27T19:01:00.005+08:00

fuck! i woke up at 0550pm. and i thought i didn't divert my calls, but actually i did! i checked the time straight away and at the same time i got to know it's divert. fuck! k, nvm -.- anw, will be rotting at home today. not in the mood to go out because of some reasons. even if you want me to post about it, i will not. cause who am i to listen to you? ;b currently, msging with julie. i miss her damn much sia. hahaha, will meet her in another 5 more mins~ (; okay, i'm running out of words. i want to focus on her msges since she has been waiting for my reply for almost 10 mins. hehehee~

2009-10-27T03:07:00.003+08:00

hello.

just came back from bedok res. hehehe. went there to settle some things. before that, went to catch a movie with hafiz, naz and nini. at first, was having a funeral so i can't accompany elly. have to accompany my mom there which is such a bore. so i planned to meet them. watched imagine that. after 5 mins of waiting for the show to start, received a call from withheld. and i got to know it's him. haaha

otp only for awhile. then went back in the threater since the show has just started. blablabla, and off to bedok res. and blablabla again. i'm bored. and i'll know this steven will read my blog! so, BYE! hahaha.

2009-10-25T21:39:00.005+08:00

1. Real name : angy asmara bte azmi.
2. Nickname[s] : dog, pendek -.-
3. Star sign : scorpio
4. Male or Female : female
5. Primary School : zhangde pri - fengshan pri
6. Secondary School : bedok town sec
7. JC/Poly : -
8. Hair colour : black, gold(1/4). i don't know? haha. stupid highlight -.-
9. Long or Short : longer than eba's ;D
10. Loud or Quiet : depends.
11. Sweats or Jeans : no idea.
12. Phone or Camera : phone.
13. Health freak : hmm, i think?
14. Drink or Smoke : both?
15. Do you have a crush on someone? : yeeeeesss!
16. Eat or Drink : both -.-
17. Piercings : used to be 8, but left 1 (:
18. Tattoos : -

Have you ever ? :

19. In an airplane: yes.
20. Been in a relationship: duhh.
21. Been in a car accident: yeah.
22. Been in a fist fight: don't remember?
23. First piercing: when i'm still a baby.
24. First best friend: can't remember her name.
25. First award: can't remembeeeeeeeeer.
26. First crush: primary school days. i don't know. haha.
27. First vacation: penang.

Lasts :

28. Last person you talk to : sister.
29. Last person you text-ed : hafiz.
30. Last person you watched movie with : can't remember.
31. Last food you ate : cereals.
32. Last movie you watched : i don't know!
33. Last song you listened to : my blog song.
34. Last thing you brought : wallet? 0.o
35. Last person you hugged : julie.

Favorites :

36. Food : laaaaaazy.
37. Drinks : milo, green tea.
39. Books : interesting ones.
40. Songs : english songs.
41. Flower : red roses.
42. Colours : greeeeen! pinnnnk!
43. Movies : horror.
44. Phrase : 0.o
45. Subjects : maths?

In 2008, [x] means yes :

46. [ ] Kissed in the snow
47. [ ] Celebrated Halloween
48. [x] Had your heart broken
49. [x] When over the minutes in cell phone
50. [x] Someone questioned your sexual orientation
51. [ ] Came out of the closet
52. [ ] Gotten pregnant
53. [ ] Had an abortion
54. [x] Done something you've regretted
55. [x] Broke a promise
56. [x] Hid a secret
57. [x] Pretend to be happy
58. [x] Met someone who changed your life
59. [x] Pretend to be sick
60. [x] Left the country
61. [x] Tried something you normally won't try and liked it
62. [x] Cried over silliest things
63. [ ] Run a mile
64. [x] Went to the beach with your best friend[s]
65. [ ] Stay single the whole year

Currently :

66. Eating : bread with egg.
67. Drinking : kickapoo.
68. Im about to : finish this post. yeaah.
69. Listening to : my blog song!
70. Plans for tomorrow : follow elly to sim lim or go out with the ex miya(s)?
71. Waiting for : this coming friday! (;

Your future :

72. Want kids : yeeees please!
73. Want to get married : duhh -.-
74. Careers in mind : no idea. haha

Which is better for Guys / Girls :

75. Lips or eyes: bothhhh.
75. Shorter or Taller : boys, taller. girls, shorter.
76. Romantic or Spontaneous : romantic.
77. Nice stomach or Nice arms : bothh. haha
78. Sensitive or Loud : loud.
79. Hook-up or Relationship : 0.o
80. Trouble maker or Hesitant : and again, 0.o
81. Lost glasses/contacts : glasses.
82. Ran away from home : yes, once.
83. Hold a gun/knife for self-defense : nope.
84. Killed somebody : nonono, i'm gooooood (:
85. Broken someone's heart : maybe?
86. Been arrested : rioting? yeah. HAAHA.
87. Cried when someone died : who doesn't? -.-

DO YOU BELIEVE IN :

88. Yourself : sometimes i don't.
89. Miracles : no idea.
90. Love at first sight : i don't know.
91. Heaven : yes.
92. Santa Claus : HAH! are you kidding me? -.-
93. Sex on the first date : yes. HAH, fake -.-
94. Kiss on the first date : yes.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :

95. Is there one person you want to be with right now? : yeeeeeeeeees pleaseeeeeee D;
96. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? : hmm.. maybe?
97. Do you believe in god? : yes.

2009-10-25T21:08:00.008+08:00

i'm at home. still. i'm lazy to go down. nvm, i just can't wait for tomorrow.
i miss him so muuuchhh! ): lol 0.o

ps still haven't bath. but atleast i still smell good (;

2009-10-25T18:58:00.001+08:00

let's fuck fuck fuck the past, and kiss kiss kiss the future baby! ♥

whoever wants to know, i'm now not in the mood to do anything. and i swear, it's freaking hot in here. and, i'm boreeeeeeeeeeed. and it's hot here. i can dieeeeeeeee. fake! and i miss my friends. i miss my 135 siblings. i miss my dad. i miss sab. i miss everyone. i miss everything! ); haha. whatever. okay, this is lame. my post has becoming so lame this few days. cheycheychey, okay. i think i'm going to fall. ahhhh! k drop it. i miss him! and to that guy, i'm over you. waaaay toooo oveeer yooouuu. hahahaa. kurang ajar eh! -.-

2009-10-25T16:42:00.014+08:00

mendaaaaaaaaaaaaaak! fuck fuck fuck! freaking liar~ ); okay, cut it. i'll be staying home all day for today only since i'm so so tired of not having enough sleep. and if you want to know, i haven't bath. hehehe. so called *just woke up*. hahah. okay, this boy really disappoints me. grr.. k, let's get back to what i'm trying to say. hmm.. as you can see, i've changed my song. people have been asking me why i keep changing. k, i keep on changing songs due to my boredness. seriously. i know it sounds stupid but really!! i'm just bored. so why can't i just change my blog song? even it's only one/two days i've been putting it up as my blog song, i'll confirm change it if i feel want to. haha, okay. this post really sux. why must we elaborate more about blog song? let's change the subject. hmm.. okay, tell me. when you're in a relationship, what's your first impression of your guy when he lied to you? and what will you feel if your guy beats/kicks you when you did something wrong? frustrated/sad/disappointed and etc, isn't it? okay, i know it's a stupid question. i'm just waiting for him to msg/call me!~ hais. fuck lah. okay, now it's freaking hot here. oh yah, i didn't switch on the fan. how stupid -.- seriously, i'm bored. anyone care to entertain me? and oh, fyi, i won't give high hopes on this two guys. i wouldn't want to hurt them. why should i anw? -.- but i think i'll just stick to that shorty. haah. so, let's get back to the topic. hahaha. okay, this might be a long post for today. so yay! haha. aannndddd! i webcam-ed with nylababy today (: hehe. i envy her smile so much. okay, no more praising. HAHA. hmm.. what else should i elaborate? ahhh! yesterday ton-ed with sab, steven, yoez, baby, salleh, kecyk and aloq. yes, i'm the only girl -.- i'm used to it anyway. pffts. kecoh u know! cid everywhere, sot je. can't even sleep peacefully. haiyo. hahaha, might as well sleep at home if you ton then sleep. wasted sia. haha. then i went home at around 9+. thanks to steven for accompanying me. okay, haven't i post enough? i'm tired of typing. what? not enough? fuck you, bye! hahaha.

2009-10-25T16:27:00.000+08:00

baek, banyak dier pey nak msg. takpe, malas ah. bye!

2009-10-25T10:18:00.009+08:00

my morning-ton face. hahaha. currently msging with sab.
he's going back to boys home at around 0430pm later.
it's like wow, so fast sia. nvm, we'll have a good conversations this
coming whole week when he's in. hahah. confident mesti ada (:
anw, i want to sleep. just gt back home. and will be waiting for his
msges since he's going out now without bringing his phone.
he'll msg me using his friend's number, and he better be!
chey, step fierce eh. haha, okay lah, byeee!

2009-10-25T10:12:00.003+08:00

this is steven san. haha. i just want to say, thank you for accompanying me all this while.
and, i purposely put his picture here just to make ayu jealous. hahaha.
so yeah, be jealous ayu! fake. haha, lek. i won't take him away.
i have mine too okay (:

2009-10-24T19:38:00.007+08:00

i miss them both. );

currently msging with sabri smallboi and hafizz, while rotting at home. i'm bored. i wana go out and meet the rest. but i'm too lazy plus tired. and he still remember that day, he gave a flower then i went to throw it away. haha, like wth -.- okay, drop it. and i think i'm going to break someone's promise. just fuck him. he can move on, so why can't i? no more giving faces/keeping my promises for him. fuck it all. muahahaha! *am i being so mean? 0.o

2009-10-24T19:24:00.001+08:00

this is soooo cuteeee!

2009-10-23T17:05:00.005+08:00

currently, i'm getting ready to go hospital to visit my grandmother. hais, pity her. ); it's been so long since i last met her. i hope she's fine D; anyway, will be going to bedok res at night, since there's something we should really really really settle. i don't know what's going to happen, but let's just see later. just hoping there'll be no more problems after this, cause' we've been dragging matters after matters and problems keep coming our way all this while. so, yeah. hopefully not this time. i just want peace, and i bet they want it too. so, let's just settle thing fast.

okay, drop it. i woke up at 0420pm just now without realising that i've to meet them. but thank god, my sister is currently msging with steven and so i asked her to msg steven that i'm going abit late since i need to visit my grandmother. and he said okay. heeeh. so now, i want to take some puffs. anyone wants to accompany me? (:

2009-10-23T02:54:00.003+08:00

bored to death. today was horrible. didn't expect things like this would happened. -.- anw, i don't know whether i should follow nini and the rest to marina cause there's something i should settle with the rest at 2-3. will be confirming with steven tomorrow. so hmm.. should i call hafiz?

and btw, i take back my fvcking words. you suck!

2009-10-23T01:45:00.002+08:00

2009-10-22T17:30:00.006+08:00

no more highlighting that gold* colour. eeeeee. haha. and oh, its been so long since i last drnk

and jeep. anyone? fake. hahaha. there's alot more to come in future. chey, can ah! haha.
no lah, kidding. i wana go out now. byee! hehe.

2009-10-22T15:47:00.007+08:00

That very first time...

you shook your head. i saw tears in your eyes. i asked myself on that point of time, were they telling me the truth? or lies? i just can’t tell. eventho i seems not to care, but actually i do. all of them were blaming on me about you. i didn't do anything. it was you. you took all those stuffs because of something. but nah, it's okay, i gve in. after a moment of time being, i gave up on you. i had enough of your attitudes after knowing that you lied to me. till then, i don't know when, we started to hate each other again. hais. but now, i miss you. but i hate you, so how? );

2009-10-22T15:21:00.008+08:00

as you can see, the picture above was taken last year, by atikah sachiko. edited by her too. haha. i miss that hair soo much. pffts. i'm waiting for my hair to get long, so that i could make eba jealous cause' now my hair is like 3cm longer than hers. hahah. and and! i want to grow taller since i'm the only one who is shorter than anyone there. just can't damn wait. and ohh, will be going to sentosa with eqajepon and the rest, i think. will ask eba and 135 siblings whether they want to tag along or not.

let me tell you about yesterday. overnight at ana's house. in the morning, met baby and eba. in the afternoon, went home and dyed my hair black. boo! ): eba helped me with it. then went to meet aluq, sufi, apai and baby at the bus stop and took 87 to sengkang. went there, did something that they were supposed to do.

went back to bedok at around 1050pm. not many were there. all of them went for training and jogging, except for pakito and bob. so, baby and eba went to slack with the two of them. while i slacked with sufi and aluq. apai went home since he was tired. and i went home at around 1140pm. quite a tiring day.

today no plaaaan! how how how? i don't want to rot at home just like this, it's boring! anyone has any plans for today? lol. oh yaa! ninieeeeeeeey~

2009-10-22T00:00:00.005+08:00

hello. i'm back. hehe. currently chatting with this three people.
hah, bored to death. what should i elaborate about today's incident?
nothing eh? k byeeeee~

and ohh, happy belated birthday yanna!
hope ur wishes come true, and last long love (:
sorry tak dapat msg, prepaid low ah.

2009-10-20T13:23:00.002+08:00

currently chatting with my fizzy, my linzy baby and my afad thrio. hahaha. boreeeeeeeed. i wana eat, bye! :D

2009-10-20T10:10:00.003+08:00

morning! just woke up y'know! heeh. currently chatting with my fizzy. hahah. he's so sweet sia. want to come here just to meet me. haha. but nah, i'm too shy to meet him. chey, can ah! hahah. hmm.. i'm rotting at home now, wana watch videos. hah, bye!

2009-10-19T14:07:00.006+08:00

i miss this crazy friend of mine, nyla!

she's getting prettier each day sey.
yay! besok nak kluar ngan dieee! wohooo~
hahahaha! ;b

cute kaaaan! ahahaha.

2009-10-19T13:31:00.004+08:00

made a new friend today. like wow, didn't noticed that his email was on my contact list all this while. i just gt to know it today. hahah. it was fun chatting with him, anyway. really. he's from bpghs. which is bukit panjang government high school. and he told me he's a nerd. lol. he's okay, LOL! and fyi, we haven't bath. cute kaaan! (: HAAAH! lame.

i'm starving. been wanting to eat, but this idiotic sister haven't cme back. cb. she's been really aggressive this days. her attitude makes me wanna punch her to death! pffts

2009-10-19T11:41:00.003+08:00

hello.

just woke up. currently chatting with aliff littleboy. will be meeting mira later and accompany her to highlight her hair. ade je lalat tau, fake! i'm waiting for my mom to finish cooking. i'm damn hungry now! ); i'm bored. i think i'm going to rot at home at night. nooo! at night, will be going to bedok res to meet the rest! it's been so long since i last met them. fake! hahha. it's only 3-4 days. yeah. yesterday didn't get the chance to come down cause' i need to take care of my sister at home. she's all alone, so yeah. i'm being a responsible little sister, went to accompany her till my mom cme back and therefore, it's time for me to sleep. haha. and oh, before going to bedok res, i need to get my ciggies first!!!!

bye, i wanna eat. <3

2009-10-18T18:52:00.001+08:00

CLICK HERE!
lame video! hahahahah!

2009-10-18T18:09:00.006+08:00

going to bedok res later, yay yay! going to bedok res later, yay yay! going to bedok res later, yay yay! going to bedok res later, yay yay! going to bedok res later, yay yay! hahaha, i need ciggies now! i need them now ass! pffts. it's been two fucking days without ciggies, i'm dead meat if i didn't get any today. fake! byeee! wana dye my hair now! hehehe. itchy hands* ;b

2009-10-18T15:12:00.003+08:00

so, this are the leftover pictures. lazy to edit, sorry.

and now, i think i'm not going to go bedok res till i get my hair done! it sux man. s-e-r-i-o-u-s-l-y! it's like so damn light. stupid auntie, pffts. i'll highlight again soon. so yay! hahaha. bye!

2009-10-16T01:14:00.006+08:00

hello!
exhausted sia. feel like sleeping now, but i'm waiting for someone to msg me and confirm about tomorrow. i can't wait, totally. and please, get out of my way! i need that fucking space assholes!

2009-10-16T00:53:00.005+08:00

Broken hearts are never healed. They haunt us for a lifetime even if we find someone else.
Our past teaches us lessons that make us more aware and more human.
Why then do we feel so hurt knowing it can only get better?

2009-10-14T23:00:00.010+08:00

after surfing thru the web, i found out that some people are in the same situation as me. as in like, when they're in a relationship, many things happened. they fight almost everyday. it's like wow, amazing. it's exactly the same. but whatever it is, i'm over it. just take good care of her, she's okaaay (:

but sometimes, i just can't get rid the feelings in me. when i look at u, it remains me of the past. but nah, i don't care much about you anymore. hah. stated above, i'm over it(!) but it's funny, you know! i can just laugh all by myself till my stomach cramp. haha, really. i just miss it alot. but i'm enjoying my life without anyone interfering now. can like do anything we want. this is so fuuuuuuun! seriouslyy!! :D

2009-10-13T13:42:00.004+08:00

hair bad day. last week.

finally, exams are over. so there's no need for me to stay up late night, go home early just to revise and everything. pheew. but my teacher told me that i have a high chance of staying back. like wth sia! atleast i did some of my schoolwork what? not -.- whatever it is, i'm still going to persuade her. and of course, p. i don't want to retain lah cb D; fuck lah. ohh i think i'm okay now. i can move on without anyone bothering me. so this refers to anyone, stop disturbing, msging and calling me. it's irritating. i need space, please! thanks. i need to get ready to meet herlyna later on. bye

shit, my mom took my ciggies -.-

2009-10-09T14:03:00.006+08:00

living a new life? hell no. );

going to genting todaaay~
want anything?~ ;b

byeeeee! will be back soon okay. sunday, i think? haaha.

psst, it's been days since i last saw them. i'm sorry, i have no time. i have to revise. i just need some space for the time being, cause i need to buckle up. i'm sorry. really. don't think i'm running away.

!

2009-10-08T18:38:00.014+08:00

i want to upload my pictures. but ayu's laptop doesn't have bluetooth.
and my usb is with my cousin. so how? 0.o

my dad dah balek. shit, how? fake! i wana go out. no, i wana buy new phone! the same phone! i really want it badly. hais. and ohh! it's been two days since i last saw 132 peeps. haiya. wondering what were they doing. hmm.. exams are okay. most of it. maths, lit and science sux! i didn't study sia. okay lah, i didn't study any subjects at all. but seriously eh, it sux man. especially maths! i didn't bring my calculator! fuck! confirm fail sia. haiyaaaaa.

okay, cut it. now i wana say something. something that will offend someone from -- . haaaaaaaah! if u wana read my blog, go ahead. i'm not going to stop you. but please, stop passing around infos. it's like, very irritating sia. stupid dog! k diam. so, my dad's back! yipeeee! must act like an angel ah eh today? ^.^ hahaha. fuck it

if you want to play around with my feelings, go ahead. i don't care anymore since i'm used to it already. i knw, guys are the same. certain guys are not. but it's really hard to find a guy who is faithful. haha. whatever lah. i don't care about love anymore. i don't wish to have one too. so yeah, if you want to trick me, go ahead. i'm okay. seriously.

2009-09-29T18:53:00.006+08:00

yesterday slacked with afan, fafa, atikah and the rest for awhile. then went to meet aqid at bedok north with her friend. then proceed to bedok res to meet afan, fadil, alep and the rest. at around 11pm went to meet bob, ladvy, ijal, herlyna and salleh at ladvy's house since bob called me to slack with them.

went to his house, the first thing i asked for was cigarettes. haa. then the next thing was to sleep with peace. hahah. then julie and amin settled some things with salleh and bob. haahs. herlyna woke me up at around 0815am cause' she wana go home and i was the only girl there. first thing i told her is that i'll msg her later.

then when she was at the front door, i woke up and realised that i'm not that close with the rest. so i told her to wait for me. hahah. took bus 228. i saw some of my schoolmates were on their way to school. haiya, i miss school man. haa. got home, straight to bed. woke up at around 0640pm. ate then switch on my dad's laptop. lol

will be going out later to meet them. haha.

2009-09-28T02:59:00.006+08:00

hello. i'm back! :D

hahaha. listen up, i've something to tell you guys. i'm in love again! not -.- hahah. but i think i have a crush on one of my ex's members. we knew each other from the 2nd day we met and we started talking about his past times. i find him so cute y'know. and for the first time, he was being so sweet to me! infact, very very very sweet! hahaha.

he gave me a flower, but i went to throw it away. maaaan, what a waste. pffts ); haha, but i'm not that into him lah ok. i don't want to be in a relationship anymore. maybe? but if i'm in, i don't really give high hopes to that guy. really. and this is soo called, facts. kan kan kaaaan? *winks

okaaaaaaaaaay, this post is so lameeeee! let's start with something else. hmm... i'm exhausted eventhough i slept for so long already. hais. whatever laah. okay, enough of typing. i'm tired. i want to go to bed. furthermore, i don't think i had enough sleep. takecare!

2009-09-28T02:41:00.007+08:00

hi :D

yesterday was the best day ever. k, fake! it was ok lah. ton-ed with sabri, ladvy, azmi, julie, amin, yoez and ijal. some of them went home at around 4am plus, like arel and herlyna. wana know something? i was stupid enough to throw my nike slip on straight to sabri's head. i was aiming to hit ladvy's body, but it turned out to hit his head. haiya. paisey siol -.- but i did apologise okay. i'm not that bad.

yoez went home earlier than us cause' he's going to work at 7 in the morning. then followed by amin and julie. and guess what? i was the only girl there -.- nvm, it's okay. we went home at around 11am. instead of going home straight, i went to meet mira under her void deck. then slacked at her house for awhile. at around 2pm, went to blk 486 to meet ana while mira went to meet imran and the rest at pasir ris inter.

met ana only for awhile then went home since no one was there to accompany me ); plus, i was damn tired cause' i didn't get to sleep with peace the whole day. went home, straight to bed. woke up at 1130pm, thought of going to bedok res. but nah, i went to help my brother with his homework.. it's like once in a lifetime, i'll try to help my brother with his mountains of homeworks that he could hardly do by himself. haa

i'm getting sleepier, y'know. but i don't want to sleep. i can't stop typing. really. i know, this is a very long post. but seriously, i don't want to stop cause' i can't and i'm bored. okay, lame. help meeee!

2009-09-28T02:37:00.004+08:00

Happy belated birthday TTK! (:
and hope you last long with ahkai. have a nice day, bye!

2009-09-27T13:12:00.002+08:00

currently at mira's house. i'm bored.

met julie and the rest at grandlink at around 0100am. then ton-ed with sabri, mimi, julie, ladvy and many more at bedok res. quite fun! hahah. okay, i'm running out of words. k ah, bye!

2009-09-26T03:49:00.007+08:00

stop bothering me! i have a life, so do you!
so what now? get going arsehole!
get out of my life, fucker!

2009-09-26T02:45:00.006+08:00

i can't sleep. fvck! and my laptop is giving me problems.

all because of my siblings. whenever i'm not at home, they'll switch it on. play play play till i don't know how long. now look, how am i going to switch it on back when my laptop is like this. ahh, i don't give a shit anymore.

i'm just waiting for my dad to come home and help me with this, and meet p to discuss about this suspension. so, come back home soon! i'm waiting! and now, i just can't stop thinking about that matter. no, seriously. feel like expressing out the truth and all the problems i'm facing right now.

but if i were to type it all out, there will be some kpo(s) passing around about this matter. pffts. nvm, i'll post it next time. okay, i'm done updating my public blog. now it's time for me to update my private blog. haah, byee! i'll update if i feel like to. heeeh~

2009-09-25T21:34:00.009+08:00

- i'm back. it's been days since i last updated. i'll upload the pictures soon.

yo, look at the time. it's 0934pm. haaha. just woke up since i've not been going home for the past 2 days. ahhh! no life, pffts -.- currently waiting for someone to shut that tv before i go to bed cause' i've not been sleeping well. hmm.. the reason why i've been acting strangely towards some people is, that i've been thinking about this guy lately. he used to be my everything. but not anymore. he has been lying to me since... nvm, u don't have to know about it. it's not a secret anyway, but it's just that i don't want u to know!

if you're reading this, please lah. i need some space. i need peace, man! don't come to me and tell me stories that are not true. i don't trust u anymore. don't go around, telling people that u're still stress about this matter. just move on, u're too good to have me. furthermore, u have someone with you now. i'm sure she's better than me. don't worry, i can move on.

i'll try to, cause' it's like a must to me. wana know why? cause' how long must i wait and be like this? i feel stupid if i were to wait for u. hahaha. but don't blame me if i have a new boyfriend ^.^ hahaha. haiya, forget it lah. i've a new husband anyway. he's mine, so get over it bitch. hahaha

2009-09-22T12:22:00.005+08:00

currently at mira's crib. dismissed early cause' kene suspension till my dad meets p. pffts~
yesterday, arel, yoz and mimi fetched me at mac at around 11pm.
then proceed to stage to meet the rest. slack slack slack till 2am. haha.

i'm running out of words. k bye!

eh bodoh, dahde matae buat hal dahde matae ah. takmo datang kat aku cakap masih sayang aku ah, kau masih single ah bey cakap tuh pompan ss lah tuh sume ah sial. kau nak die, amek. tanak, suda. aku takan caye kau lagy ah sial. kau nak aku balek? HAH! dream on lah. satu tak cukop pe untok kau? sial pey jantan. dah ah sia, brambos bodoh dari hidop aku! takmo nak step sedih ah depan aku. palabuto!

2009-09-21T14:07:00.003+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!

wet home at around 8am on sunday morning. haiyo.

ok ah, i wana go out. byeeeeeeee!

2009-09-16T21:08:00.009+08:00

leftover picture.

Number 1 .
QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS .

Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up?
A: woke ana up.

Q: Do you have anything bothering you?
A: absolutely.

Q: What's the last movie you watched in theaters?
A: jangan pandang blakang congkak.

Q: Where is the last place you went?
A: kitchen.

Q: Do you smile often?
A: yup.

Q: Do you wish upon stars?
A: sometimes.

Q: Are you a friendly person?
A: yup. infact, very.

Q: Where did you sleep last night?
A: bedroom.

Q: Why did you sleep there?
A: my bed is in my bedroom -.-

Q: When was the last time you cried?
A: the last day at bedok res.

Q: What was your last thought before going to sleep last night?
A: don't wish to say.

Q: Rate life as of right now one being bad ten being great?
A: i don't know? try asking my friends.

Q: What do you hear right now?
A: my blog song?

Q: Does anything hurt right now?
A: my heart. saket hati. );

Q: What's your favorite month?
A: november! :D

Q: How many kids do you want/have?
A: two?

Number 2 .
TEN EMOTIONS

1. Are you missing someone right now?
- yeeeeeeeeeees! );

2. Are you happy?
- not at all.

3. Are you sad?
- obviously, yes.

4. Are you bored?
- a lil?

5. Are you excited?
- for what?! >:(

6. Are you nervous?
- about?

7. Are you tired?
- yeaaah.

8. Are your parents still married?
- ahuh.

9. Do you have a crush on someone right now?
- maybe?

10. How long have you liked the person you fancy?
- since the day i saw him.

Number 3.
FOR-FUN-TO-DO

Who would you want to be tied to for 24 hours?
- shouldn't say who );

Who do you blame for your mood today?
- someone.

Have you ever seen a dead body?
- duh.

What should we do with stupid people?
- kick their ass.

How long do you think you will live?
- ask god.

What was the first thing you did this morning?
- stated.

The color of carpet in your bedroom?
- checkers ah.

Last person you went out to dinner with?
- bedok res peeps.

Are you spoiled?
- yes.

Do you drink lots of water?
- yeah ^.^

What toothpaste do you use?
- colgate.

How do you vent your anger?
- cry. shout.

The last compliment you received?
- hmm.. what ah?

What are you doing this weekend?
- focus on studying. haa

When was the last time you threw up?
- yesterday!

Is your best friend a virgin?
- which one?

Are you a mama's child or a daddy's child?
- no idea. i'm independent. lol

Would you ever join the military?
- no way, never!

The last website you visited?
- ana's bloggy.

Who was the last person you took a picture with?
- ana baby.

Last person you went to the movies with?
- family.

What did you do/will you do for your birthday this year?
- i don't know yet.

Number of layers on your bed?
- one. eh wait, two? 0.o

Is anything alive in your room?
- me!

Today, would you rather go back a week or go forward a week?
- no turning back. i hate history.

What are you looking forward to right now?
- something...

Status of you and the last person you sent a text to?
- bestfriend (:

Do you have any plans for saturday?
- yeah.

When was the last time you got flower?
- last month. haa

Has anyone ever seen you in your underwear?
- yeah.

Do you love anyone?
- obviously, yes. duh

What are you doing right now?
- doing this survey -.-

Are you in love?
- since that day.

Have you read the book Twilight?
- yeah.

If you had a chance to get back together with your ex, would you?
- he's attached. hais

What are ur opinion about your friends?
- nothing. i'm blank

What do you like about yourself?
- no idea.

Do you think someone is talking behind your back?
- yeah.

Do you like it when guys have egos?
- hell no.

Do you hate your friends?
- which one? 0.o

Do you remember your first crush's name?
- helmi.

What are you?
- human

Did you kiss anyone today?
- yup.

Are you a mean person?
- don't know?

Are you excited for anything?
- about?!

Have you let someone down last week?
- yes. i'm so so sorry.

Are you close with your siblings?
- yeah.

Do you get along with your parents?
- i think so.

Are you in a good mood right now?
- no );

Who was the last person you spoke on the phone for over an hour?
- raz kito.

Do you like to make the first move?
- no.

Do you hate it when people smoke around you?
- haha, ya think?

Are you playing hard to get right now?
- huh? your point?

What would your last name be if you married the last person you talked to over the phone?
- no idea.

Do you think people talk about you?
- i don't mind.

What's your relationship with the person you last texted?
- ex.

Where is your number one person on your friends list?
- shouldn't say.

When it comes to you and your best friend, does the phrase "opposites attract" does it apply?
- sorry? 0.o

Have you ever disliked someone without any valid reason?
- no.

How old were you when you started swearing?
- the day i lied.

Have you ever been directly mean to someone's face?
- yeah.

Is there one person who makes you smile everyday?
- no.

What's one thing that's really annoying about your school?
- teachers, counsellors, friends. fake!

What was the last movie you saw?
- stated above.

Do you hate the last person you were talking with?
- no.

Ever had a sleep over with the opposite sex?
- yes. the last one.

Last February, were you single?
- no.

Does anyone have things borrowed off you now?
- yeah.

Who do you miss right now?
- alot ahh.

Are you wasting your time on someone?
- maybe?

Is there someone you'd like to fix things with?
- one big YES!

You trust most people?
- certain.

Have you ever seen someone you knew and purposely avoided them?
- yeah, haha.

Do you think you can last in a relationship for 3 months?
- if the guy is faithful.

Who was last to call you?
- raz kito.

What were you doing at 9:30pm last night?
- drinking. haha

Who was the last male you talked to?
- my cousin?

What were you doing an hour ago ?
- sleeping!

Who's bed, besides yours, were you last on?
- arel's?

Will this weekend be a good one?
- hope so

Are you happy right now?
- nooooo!

Who was the last person you took a picture with?
- stated.

Where were you at noon yesterday?
- slacking.

When did your last hug take place?
- the day mimi last hugged me.

Ever been in love?
- stupid sia -.-

When was the last time you laughed?
- just now, with afan and the rest.

Does anyone like you as more than a friend?
- don't ask me.

What is something you really want right now?
- shouldn't say

How many true friends do you have?
- two?

When was your last meal?
- 20 minutes ago.

Do you prefer to call or text?
- depends.

First person under J on your mobile phone?
- jana?

Do you hate that person?
- what for?

Who was the last person to smoke a cigarette in your presence?
- fifi, afan and mira.

Is there anyone that you care more about than yourself?
- yes.

Have you ever told anyone you were OK when you really weren’t?
- yes, always.

Does the number 17 have any signifigance to you?
- yeah. haa

Be honest, do you like people in general?
- don't know?

Do you like anyone?
- duh

Do you like your first name?
- sometimes.

Would you ever forgive someone if they cheated on you?
- i don't know. please don't talk about love );

Do you regret doing something today?
- yes.

Do you talk a lot?
- sometimes.

Do you ever get "good morning" texts from anyone?
- yeahp.

Where is your phone?
- beside me.

Have you done anything embarrassing lately?
- yes.

Does the last person who put their arm around you mean anything to you?
- yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaah! );

Do you hate being alone?
- sometimes.

When's your birthday?
- 21st november.

Can you recall the last time you liked someone a lot?
- now ?

Is it hard for you to get over someone?
- yeah

Do you have any saved texts?
- no. cause it hurts when reading it );

What's irritating you right now?
- afan ask me to come to bedok res to slack with them -.- / bukan ngan korang.

2009-09-16T18:27:00.009+08:00

i'm happy that i went to school today! :D it was fun, so so fun. teachers are dogs. *ehem and we are the cats. haaha. something actually happened between fifi and this auntie cleaner. i don't know what's up with them. but i only heard them shouting, cause' i was bz bathing in a cubicle since we ran up down, left right and sweat like hell. eeeeee.

after school, went home straight then slacked with the usual people i used to slack with last year at 138. went home early since i need to accompany my mom to geylang. hm.. i'll update again if there's anything i want to say. bye!

and to herlyna,
nah, it's okay. i don't wish to have any conflicts anymore. thanks for everything anw. takecare (:

anaaaaaaaa,
hahaha. iloveyoutoo! skarang baru angy tau mane nak lepak. hahha! ----- kaan~ hahaha. gileeeee.

2009-09-16T02:31:00.009+08:00

i don't wish to be in a relationship anymore.

it's just temporary. so what for? it sux, alot. i mean it. i hate being hurt.

lol. who doesn't? -.- friendship last longer than relationship.

kan kan kan? *winks

2009-09-16T01:38:00.004+08:00

starting a new leaf. they're better off without me.

thanks for the sweet memories. thanks for everything.

and ohh, last long eh arel (:

2009-09-16T00:59:00.002+08:00

aku malas nak post. tarik diri pon cantek. byeeeeee!

2009-09-15T00:35:00.004+08:00

YAY! aku kene maki ngan kau pasal aku contact ngan die. yay! happy sia. kau panggel aku sweet talker mother fvcker? thanks alot. aku sayang kau. best sia kene maki. maki lagy ah, maki. aku suke sia kene maki. kau suroh aku pegy ngan ni jantan, atlast kau maki aku pasal kau jealous. bagos sia! kau dahde tuh pompan, pegy je lah siaaaa. klao pompan tuh tanak kau, pegy ah ngan kau pey ex kesayangan! palabuto. sume salah aku ah, sume salah aku. bagos ah. sume orang salahkan aku pasal kau sume. kau amek ni, amek tuh, nangis, minom sume pasal aku pe. bagos ah. salah aku pe, buat pe nak cakap duadua pihak bersalah, betol? salahkan je aku. aku suke sia orang salahkan aku bile aku tak buat pape. aku mane tau pape, betol? aku nye salah pe. dah ah, bagos ah tuh. dah ah eh, aku tanak cakap banyak. aku cume nak cakap, maki aku je lain kali. klao masih saket hati, sepak je aku cam that time kau sepak aku pat petal. best pe kene sepak. haha. kk, last, aku nye salah tau. so jangan blame die tau sume orang. k, thanks for everything. bye!

and btw, bile aku turon, takmo nak step sedih eh. dahde tuh pompan, pegy je. takyah nak step sedih depan aku. palabuts.

2009-09-15T00:20:00.004+08:00

i find this picture hot. haha ^.^

2009-09-09T15:40:00.006+08:00

helloo.

just want to say, i broke up with arel. really. and i don't wish to be in a relationship anymore. i don't really want to get back to you, arel. so, please stop asking for a patch up. you're the one whom asked for a break, and now what? patch? c'mon lah. move on. go back to fara, eventhough you don't love her anymore.

i don't give a shit anymore. your life, your problem. i don't want to get involve.and fara, you want him right? go! he's all yours now. one more advice for you, don't ever disturb people's relationship. cause' it's like kau sengket konek, paham? dengar dengar arel satu jantan je pe pat dunie ni. lagypon aku tak kesah ah kau ngan die dah lame ke ape eh. kau tuh bohsia jantan je bodoh!

seblom aku dapat tau kau bobal pasal aku kat sesape, baek kau buat hal sendiri. seblom aku sepak kau pey muke, satu bulan tau kau makan nasi pakai straw. fake!

2009-09-04T00:00:00.010+08:00

leftover pictures.

having a lil conflicts with him, again. pffts -.-

for godsake, could you please stop disturbing him?! hais. you know who you are, bitch. after all this while, i don't know what's up with him. i think he's hiding something away from me. but whenever i ask him, he'll say nothing or he's just tired. great! totally. so, let him be that way. i don't want to talk much about this. it's making me frustrated, plus confused. so, yeah. whatever -.-

just now was a blast. although to some people, it's just a daily routine. but no, today is totally different. eventhough there's a little people were there or arel wasn't there, it means alot to me still. they made my day. some people went for a meeting. you don't have to know who, where, with who or why. because it means nothing to you and it doesn't bother you at all.

had completely fun till i don't feel like going home. but no, i did. reached home at around 1110pm, but no one was at home. great! so planned to on my laptop and enjoy the rest of my day at home alone. but my family members went home 10 minutes later. what a spoiler! -.- fake. and btw, i was absent for couples of days. still, i don't feel like going to school tomorrow eventhough next week is a holiday. wait, one week holiday. pffts. why must it be one week? i want more!

okay, drop it. i think i'm going to retain since i did badly for my past exams. hais. but i don't wish to. i need a tutor. but i already have one. but she's been mia-ing for almost 3-4 months. i want a new tutor. a fierce one, so that whenever i don't feel like going, she'll come straight right to me and smack that shit out of my face. haha, yeah. i want that. ^.^

but confirm, i'll run to my mom and complain about it. or even better, complain everyting to arel. hahaha. okay, cut it. and eh, don't you think it's enough?

2009-08-29T01:04:00.003+08:00

i'm here posting again since i've much much time. i just feel like updating, i don't know why. okay, today's incident is killing me. i thought i lost my phone in school. and people kept on blaming aqid on stealing my phone. please, she's not involve. don't embarrass and scold her cause she didn't do anything. anw, in the end, amirahbaby found my phone at the fence, near the highway.

then i remembered that i climbed the fence just now without noticing my phone dropped cause we, me and trish, were in a hurry since it was the first time trish climbed. haha, goodgirl gone bad ;b okay, my eyes nearly shut now. soon, gone. so, before that, i think it's better for me to shut down my laptop before my mom nags at me for not saving electricity -.-

and fyi, i don't really surf nets/update my blog so often. i'm lazy, tired and busy ;)
btw, i saw jana tsukiko today at bedok reservoir foodcourt. haha, so cute.

2009-08-29T00:36:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HERLYNA! :D

and happy belated birthday sheikh! :D

may all your wishes come true.

sorry takde present ;b

2009-08-27T13:37:00.004+08:00

still at hirman's house. not fasting today due to some reasons. hmm.. was absent from school. hais. i'm bored. and i don't know whether i should go bedok res or not cause' i'm lazy, plus tired. hais -.-

so, i think should stay at home and sleep, or help mom with her chores. just for today. haha. okay lah, maybe not. but i'll go there at around 3+ since i'm tired now. okay, i'm running out of words. bye!

2009-08-26T20:22:00.014+08:00

7 more days. iloveyou~

sorry, i've no time to update my blog. will try not to keep this blog dead. currently at hirman's house while he's out to fifi's house. as usual :/ hm.. school sux. really. i've been attending school this few days, just to serve in-house suspension. -.- haven't been turning up for lessons. hais. but i will, tomorrow. really. i'm bored, currently comforting my pendek, mira. she's upset now, aww. relax okay? (; lol. why am i being so nice today? i want to be mean! >:( no, kidding.

many things happened lately. just don't wish to elaborate it here. and nini, don't think i don't knw what's going on behind my back. thanks for telling me lies. thanks for making me mad at them. they did nothing. they got the scoldings, while you're happily watching them and putting them at faults. ~~fvck you!~~ once again, thanks for everything.

and girls, i'm sorry for accusing you. i didn't knw it was nini until mdm su told me everything. yeap, everything. really, thousands of apologies.

if you're not happy with this, msg me. i'll be waiting. we'll dicuss about this personally. i don't wish to have conflicts with you, as you know i hate having it with friends. so, yeah.

i'm happy with the people i'm mixing with now ♥

2009-08-20T22:15:00.000+08:00

my all time favourite boy.
hahah. cute kan! ;b

2009-08-20T21:23:00.001+08:00

just wana say,

HELLO! :D

hahaha. btw, i hurt my left hand 0;
lazy to update, bye!

2009-08-19T23:47:00.001+08:00

okay, i find my previous post so pathetic. so i went to delete it, again. HAH. i want to sleep. anything msg me at 87654321 okay? hehehe. no calling-calling alrights! :D

2009-08-19T20:13:00.009+08:00

i went to school today. like wow sia! happy siol. but at first, i wasn't really in the mood to go to school because of what happened yesterday and i was damn damn damn tired. thought of not going to school. but nah, i want to be good. yes, seriously. and thanks to him, i ignored almost everyone in school. almost aje. haha.

but atleast i entertained, right? seeeee, i'm friendly! HAHA. whatever sia -.- skipped art lesson since i didn't bring any materials she told me to. but don't worry, i will the next lesson. hmm.. arel is being such a sweet boy today. he fetched me from school at around 0225pm. hahaha. whatever siaaaaaaa!

okay, i'm running out of words. will update if i want to. haha. okay, byeeee!
deleted my previous posts ;b

2009-08-17T21:35:00.002+08:00

Leftover and Today's pictures.

sebok je aku ni -.-

HAHAHA! candid siol -.-

okay, just finished otp with arel. haha. and btw, i want to complain to my mom about what arel did to me just now. hurts my lips and cheeks! hmphs. chey, fake. bey takot. hahaha. okay, bye! i'm going to school tomorrow. hehehe~

2009-08-17T13:07:00.005+08:00

hello again.

i'm in the lab, same lab, having IPW lesson. i'm bored, that's why i'm here posting. my other teammates are bz doing the project while i'm here bz updating my blog. haha. well, what can i say. they're much more better than me. but atleast i've much more time and freedom to spend doing my own things than them.

so, let them do the job for me since they knw better ;b hahaha. and you know what? mr deepak came to the library to see me and he gave me this counselling slip which says that principal wants to meet me. aww, what now? i didn't do anything wrong ); hais. nvm, i know what to do/say later. *chey, mepek* okay, i want to sign out now. cause' i think it's a waste of time updating my blog when there's no picture and i pity my teammates alot. hahaha. what a good friend! (;

i want to take my phone now. bye! takecare alrights? hehehe. HAHAHA-lameee~ oops! :/

and oh, i wonder why when i'm at home, i talk about things only a lil but when i'm in school, i've many things to say. pffts. strange 0.o

2009-08-17T09:14:00.007+08:00

heyhey,
currently in school, having EL lessons. i need to do a composition about this song, but i was too lazy since it's an old song. hais. okay, cut it. will be meeting arel after school. and hey, i'm glad that i'm in school today. harraffah gave me a shock when she shouted, " eh angy, you come to school? what a miracle! hahaha " she shouted after i went out of the class.

haha. in the morning, i was late for school. and guess what? i saw nini. yes, nini. she told me she don't want to be late as she will be going for detention if she'd be late again. but she's still late what. cb, pffts. haha. i miss arel man. no woodland for you eh! ;b and oh, talking about arel, i paitao-ed him. told him that i'll be coming over to his place if i didn't go to school. hahah. sorry~

okay, i'm done here. i want to sign out and start my composition before this teacher starts her nags. argh! and great news, i didn't even bring a single book to school except for history and i haven't start my compo, not even a single word! gosh, angy! wake up, will you? :/

2009-08-16T14:48:00.003+08:00

i miss this boy so much.

currently waiting for mimi and arel to come over and fetch me. and oh, sorry for not updating my blog so often. i'm damn exhausted now. hais. and fyi, he told me to upload his pictures at my blog. that's why whenever i post, there'll be atleast a picture of him. infact, alot lah k. but i'm just too lazy to upload ;b

2009-08-13T20:53:00.008+08:00

Leftover picture.

my pretty boy ;)
just now.

sumpah sia ni blogger irritating!
grr.. nvm. absent from school today. not just today, but on last friday, tues and wednesday. i know, i'm stupid. ); i want and will go to school tomorrow. and i'm completely sure that no one will stop me from going, even myself. hais. hopefully one day, i'll become a good student and come to school regularly like those study-till-i-die kinda person(no offence). hahaha. hopefully eh hopefully (; and ohh, they went to bite my hands, shoulders and back. arel gigit so many times, you know! dzul ah ni, taught him. not only dzul and arel, ana too. adui, sedih ); hahaha. nvm, arel owe me 10 slaps tomorrow ;b haa. can't wait to meet my babyloves tomorrow! and oh, i can't follow you guys tomorrow to sabo ummu or whatever shits. but i'll try k? i don't want and wish to miss out the fun ;D

2009-08-12T20:23:00.004+08:00

Yesterday's pictures.

Baju dhe step cute je. disney sey, hahaha.

Leftover Pictures.

niniieyy ϟ says:
hellohello.
b, imissyou )):

angy asmara, says:
hello
hah, imissyoutoo.
niniieyy ϟ says:
haish, when you coming to school back ?
angy asmara, says:
friday.

currently chatting with my pretty lady here. and of course, my sweetest new girlf, yanna kechyk. hahah. ohh, hariany. i miss her. i miss us. D; nvm, will get to see her this friday. must be happy ;D today, thought of going to school, but in the end, i cabbed back home. hahaha, lazy man. then thought of going to arel's house at 9am, but i overslept. kesian dhe tunggu untok aku~ hahaha.

okay, let's start with today. just got back home fom bedok res. sempat eh turon? haha. everyday bedok res. hah. okay whaat. they're fun. hahaha. okay, scratch it. then blahblahblah. i'm lazy to post. i'm bored. :/

2009-08-11T22:24:00.008+08:00

no, seriously. you must understand. i used to slack with you girls, but i don't know why i'm not used to it anymore. what happened? hais. all of us are tearing apart. i admit, so do i. whenever i'm with you girls, i feel that i'm the only left out. but the only way i could get things back together is to stick with you girls. i want to, but the main problem is, how? now, i usually slack with 122 peeps. if i never turn up, they will call me and ask me to come down. especially arel. and that, i app them alot. but atleast i have some time to spend time with you people. i want to stick with you girls again. but.. just, give me time. please.

and to you, who cares? berooook je~ sume buat pakai kau je lah tuh ;b HAHAHA! bstd pe aku :/

2009-08-11T21:18:00.001+08:00

GET WELL SOON );

2009-08-11T19:53:00.001+08:00

i'll not update today.
i'm lazy, seriously.
billions of apologies.

2009-08-10T16:17:00.000+08:00

currently at home. i just woke up -.- was awaken by arel's msges. daaaaang. nah, it's okay. skali skale ehh b :/ anyway, i told them i'll not come down due to my lazyness and tiredness. cause' almost everyday i went there to slack and everything. i'm tired man. so, today is my one day off. only one. still, he asked me to come down. pffts. nvm, see first.

i wana send my dad off to airport already. he'll be away for 1 month, i think? hehe. gona miss him. bye!

2009-08-09T01:59:00.008+08:00

Happy National Day

hahaha, lame siaa. haiyo -.-
sorry for not updating for a couple of days.
i'm bz, you see. i'm bz with friends and school.
i'll not update if this blogger is still giving me shits.
but i'll try to update if i'm bored, okay?
i love you people. muah! ;b
morning~!

2009-08-07T00:30:00.005+08:00

I'M GOING TO SLEEP NOW!

OR MAYBE NOT! HOHO! WHAT I KNOW IS,

I'M GONA MSG NINI&BOYF! HEHEHE.

BE JEALOUS ;b

2009-08-06T23:52:00.010+08:00

isn't she cute? haha. she's so chubby, man! hmpfs.

like finally, this blog is back to normal. and please, stick to it! :/ will not be going to school tomorrow. i'm lazy. meet arel more better, ehh? hahah. whatever siaa! i'm bored. i'm tired. i'm sleepy. -.-

me: i love pink, do you love pink?
arel: no! ehh wait, siket siket je.
me: i love green, do you love green?
arel: no. *sampai hati D;*
me: i love purple, do you love purple?
arel: eee, no!
me: what?! no?! whatever siaaa~ *rolled eyes*

hahaha. that was on 1st august. i asked almost everyone there too. hahaha. i'm sleepy. i wana sleep.~ bobyeee. have a nice day, :D

2009-08-06T20:53:00.000+08:00

irritating pe ni blogger!
kanina laaaaaaaaaaaah!

ni ade lagy satu hal! lepas satu, satu. cb tol!
orang buat mulot, sape tak sot? tapi satu cakap
laen, lagy satu cakap laen. but i trust this girl
more than that bitch! ayu tau sape. eeeeee! k, chill.
k, forget it. besok/tuesday confirm ribot nye.
haha. takpe ;b

2009-08-06T08:58:00.006+08:00

hey,
currently in school, searching for some infos about world war 2 for my history research. i'm bored, so decided to blog for awhile. all my other teammates are chinese, except for me. sedih );

hahaha. okay, stop it. will be meeting the same people later on. i'm just sick and tired to see their faces everyday. pffts! wacey, kidding ;b

okay, i'm going to sign out now before ms raudha finds out that i'm doing my own thing besides researching. if not, she'll fvck me upside down for sure :/ and ohh, this blogger is okay already sey. happy nye~ :D but make sure it remains like this when i wana update at home.

okay, tc people. have fun ehh. i love you, ♥.

2009-08-05T20:39:00.007+08:00

WAAAAAAHH!
tak caye sia dhe pegy masjid!
cam first time gitu dengar. cheey.
memang first time pon. hahahaha.
should i say it one more time? 0.o
hmm, nah! HAHAHA, cutenye! ^.^
anw, i'm bored. entertain me, anybody!
pleaseplease. i'll buy you a choco tomorrow?
for sure! ;b